there's this word that i always feel, but i don't think the word exists. at least, not in english.

i asked my sister if they could send me some sheet music and some candy.
today i got the package, and it was like opening a package of love.

like the contents of the box really had such small monetary value, but to actually send the package was hecka expensive.
but that's what i love about it so much. that they don't say, why would we waste so much money to send something that you could live without, and costs like a fifth of the shipping price.

man, why is life so so beautiful? why aren't we robots or something?
how come we can feel and create and understand?

today was so nice. actually before that even happened, so many good things already happened.
thank you so much.