my brains for the past ten minutes in words

why do i feel like i have no time, when actually i have a very excessive amount of time? i mean i only go to school for four hours a day. that leaves twenty hours left.
okay, so five of those are taken up by working, so lets say technically there are nine hours a day where i'm not free to do whatever i wish.
still that is fifteen hours left.
so let's say i sleep a good eight hours a night, that leaves seven hours? if i'm not mistaken. so seven hours of whatever i want.

but why do i always come to the end of the day, and feel like i ran out of time? don't ask me what for. i have no idea. i mean it's not like i'm trying to accomplish a mission and i just. need.. more.. time...

hmm. wait a minute.
one and a half of those seven hours is getting ready for school, eating breakfast, and then walking to school.
so that is five and a half hours.
one of those is eating dinner, so four and a half hours of free time?

what should i do? i like to read my national geographics. but i think most of that time is spent on the computer these days. well i finished the korean drama i was watching so actually maybe i can not be in front of the screen so much.
the drama was okay. i give it two thumbs sideways.
i am currently online shopping for a guitar. did you know in korea, you can buy a new acoustic guitar for fifty bucks, pay a little more than two dollars shipping and handling, and receive it in like two or three days? efficiency i say.

today, i ate so many chocopies. and chips. really a lot. i couldn't have stopped if you duct taped my mouth.
you know how when you're watching something like a movie or performance, you eat a lot more than you might if you weren't?

oh this interesting thing happened today. some friends and i were taking a bus back to campus, and in the middle of the city it stopped and just started going backwards. i guess something was wrong with the bus, so the bus driver just got out of the bus, took a smoke, and called another bus to come take us. we were on this other bus for about two minutes, when it broke down also. that's never happened to us before, and then twice in a row? actually i recall someone making a joke that i needed to leave the bus because i was making the bus break from having eaten too much at the performance. and some other people chimed in saying that they saw me eating a lot too. man that was awkward.

i mean come on guys. the lights were off and there was a show going on. nothing better to watch?

anyway we ended up taking yet another bus back, but it was just really funny.

i basically just wrote all about my day or something.
aw man, speaking of which i'm supposed to write a korean diary for homework. maybe i should just copy and paste this into a korean translator. i have a feeling that story would not have a good ending.

do you think when you talk to yourself, you're really talking to yourself or some kind of subconscious fictional character that's not you?