i wonder if farmville is like nicotine.

it all started when i finally gave into the peer pressure. i told everyone no several times, i watched people use it and i thought it looked ridiculous and like a complete waste of time.
then, i finally accepted against my better judgment. and now i'm sorry to say i'm addicted.

i don't even like farmville that much anymore, i really don't. at first it was kind of exciting and fun, but it wore off as of yesterday. now i feel like i just have to harvest my crops because if i don't, they'll die. and if i'm going to harvest them i might as well replant them. it's just an addiction that doesn't even have a purpose or bring me that much joy. i mean it's still semi entertaining, but eh. i'd probably be better off if i never started in the first place. it gives me an excuse to use the computer, and i don't like being on the computer.

i mean i do but i don't. it's the same feeling towards staying up late.
and i guess those two usually go hand in hand anyway.

aw, man. i let my green tea get cold.

so almonds are really healthy, but they're kind of boring by themselves. so i came up with this clever idea to make a mix out of them with pretzels and chocolate and raisins, and then realized that it's called trail mix.
planters peanuts- 1 estelle- 0

if i go to sleep in twenty three minutes, i'll get seven hours of sleep. that is the bare minimum my body needs to stay healthy these days, but still if i do it several days in a row i get sick.
and that is why i ate an orange tonight, because that orange had lots of vitamin C just for me. isn't that so sweet? the orange i ate, gave all his nutrients that he'd been making his whole life, to me.

on the flip side, i learned that one egg has about sixty percent of your daily allotment of cholesterol. and i can eat three eggs a day, easily. sometimes i have five.
a couple for breakfast, and two for lunch. because at ihop i always get a breakfast meal for lunch with two eggs over easy. and many times for a snack i eat rice with scrambled egg. so that's like a hundred eighty to three hundred percent cholesterol, ONLY counting eggs, haha.
but they are a great source of protein.

anyway i hage fourteen minutes to brush my teeth and climb in bed and fall asleep.

don't forget, you're a star.