this is great.

my phone is back!
the problem was the charger hehe. so i had to go buy a new one...
gosh i go through those things like a pack of gummy worms.

anyway, i'm very happy for that. life is good.

starbucks is removing all artificial ingredients from their edibles/ drinkables.

let's make it a good weekend, shall we? happy halloween

aw, man

my phone's broken.
i would hear it all the time, my phones broken! lost my phone! yadda yadda yadda

so it's kind of just like, whatever it happens all the time. to everyone else, i'm just another one of them. to me, it just really really sucks, and kind of makes me uneasy because i really can't afford a new one by any means.

i sang it a song, and patted it a lot and i really really hope god loves me enough to send some magic my way.
i learned my lesson i promise. plus also i'm done being melodramatic.

today's thoughts

today it rained a lot. i love rain.
it's so hard to get out of bed when i wake up to rain.

i think life is pretty amazing. it blows me away just to think about earth, and life, and the ecosystem.
i don't know who, but someone said something like,
if we only got to see the stars once every thousand years, then when they came out, everyone would be so amazed and so excited at the beauty and grandness of them. but we get that gift every night.
isn't that crazy? i've been thinking about that lately, and everything else wonderful that we have.

today, my mom was telling me that i don't do my dishes right away and it's not a good thing. the thing is, i like for dishes to save up until there's a decent amount of dishes so that i don't waste soap, otherwise i'd be pumping soap just for one or two dishes many times a day, when i could be using the same amount for all of them. and saving soap, and so and saving the environment.
i think people find it hard to take me seriously a lot,
haha.

it's a beautiful day!

Man it's such a nice day. it's so breezy and cloudy and gorgeous. I just want to go to the park and go on a picnic. All the windows are open and it feels so nice and beautiful, but then at the same time it's just torture because i know i can't have time to enjoy it, i have to go to work for the rest of the day.
I can't wait til Christmas season.

I wish i could get paid to go on picnics.

secret:

sometimes at work, when i take people to be seated and hand them their menus, i get a littlee bit jealous that i'm not going to be the one sitting down for a couple hours, eating delicious rich italian food.
it also happens when we're busy, and i write peoples names down on a wait list sheet.

not really, thanks though.

Why do people keep asking me if i want to go golfing?
three different, unrelated people in the past two weeks. and that's three more than the last eighteen years put together.

is it golf season or something?

my first day

Well, i decided to just make one of these. I actually don't know anyone that has one except marten haha. hi, marten, if you're out there. wait maybe jinhan too. i'll have to do some research.
I thought about using xanga, but the fact that there's so many people that have one but don't use it makes it kind of a depressing place to write, i think. plus my xanga's just embarrassing.

i like this. it's fresh and clean and new.